@jillygenez
My grandma had cancer fought for 2 1/2 years I think. She also had a brain tumor that caused her to barely be able to talk, eat, and walk. She was only 50, she had so much more to do before she went. This month without her has been hell, haven't went a day without me thi king about how much relief she must feel now. She's up there with her mom and sister. She didn't deserve to be taken this early. Happy/unhappy new years, not letting her go
@denkithedhmislover
I remember seeing you with the heart monitor hooked up to you, you looked so tired and you were struggling to keep your eyes open, i hope your okay up there, i miss you and i love you Grandma
Love,
Michael
@cometgazer379
Three years ago, my closest cousin overdosed on oxy. I was the last to know, several months (I can't keep track due to trauma) past by until I found out. It broke me for a full year and I couldn't even attend her funeral because of travel/covid reasons. As much as I try, I know it's not my fault. She wasn't herself. There was nothing I could do. I cried my heart out tonight while listening to this. She was only 20. Thank you for the vent track. This and therapy is helping me so much.
@DanaDaBean
The last time I saw my Grandma before she died was her lying in an unresponsive state in our home connected to an I.V. Then, the last time she was able to speak to me before she had stroke, her words were "Be safe at school, I love you!" then a kiss to my forehead. Then when she had a stroke, I was the first one to see, we were just watching TV then I shouted for my Mom. Grandma recovered and within a few months in therapy, she spoke my name! I was so happy that my Grandma was slowly talking again. But, after a year, another stroke hit her, completely putting her in a motionless state. I was devastated and always stayed by her side. On November 19th , 9 days before my birthday, my Grandma died. After a week, my Grandpa died, and I celebrated my birthday during his wake. The last thing he asked for was liempo (pork belly), a waych and an e-bike, before he was diagnosed with cancer where his decline on health started. I was devastated that both my grandparents died on my birth month, so I blamed myself. I miss their voices, I'm slowly forgetting, I don't want to forget. I still have their wedding rings.
@Archely
I just saw you that morning off to work. I waved goodbye you did too, I just didn't realize at that moment that, that goodbye you gave me would be your last.
@natalie6171
I knew our relationship was over long before he asked for a break, but that he would just dump our friendship as well that was a punch to the gut
@nxu_ssurmom2709
I didn’t know you’d fall out of love with me just as easy as you’d find someone new while still with me…😊
@tanjaarto7118
Last friday, only a few days ago i sitted on a roof of a old house watching golden hour only with him, my crush. It felt so romantic and the best moment of my life. Everyone including me was sure he liked me back, we were always together having fun and doing just anything, we were always happy when we were together. And yesterday, my friend showed me a text, text from him. He didnt like me back, but he just wanted to use my kindness and love and care. I feel so fool.
@morakids5567
i played this playlist to really dig deep into my emotions while I was writing a story, and now I think I have a really meaningful story with emotion
@miah1214
I hope we can find each other again and you’ll see new beauty in me. 😔
@irmayahermayuni5133
So in my junior high school i just found my first love, but yup he gone in an accident and this accident happen in front of my house so i see him when he took his last breath and now about 5 years since he passed away and i guess i still love him cause he is the beautiful soul that i ever found and there isn't someone have a soul like him anymore, i still learn to let him go but yup that's kinda difficult to me, i just wanna he know that Miss him so much... Rest in peace "F"
@asagiri1hater.
I lost a friend because of suicide, we argued a lot but i loved her anyways. she is the sweetest person someone can ever met. we usually hang out in the park, but now im sitting alone in the park. she is not here, she doesnt make me smile in my lowest times. also i lost someone due brain cancer, she was like my grandma and i was really close with her granddaughter. my mom always talk about how she helped me and my family when i was a baby. she always make me smile. but last year at august, i was talking with my friend but then my mother come and told me about the news. i cant breathe at that moment, i just fell on my knees and started crying. my mom just looked at me with tears in her eyes than leaved. i couldnt eat and sleep for two weeks, it also happened when i lost my friend due suicide. i wish i can tell them both how they are important to me.
@yanaika3443
This but I knew it was our last time together. My grandma had cancer and there was nothing left that the doctors could do. When I visited her 2 weeks ago in the hospital I knew it was the last time, but I couldn't show it. My grandma kept on hoping she could be cured, so we weren't allowed to tell her it was the last time she would see her grandchildren. One week ago she passed away with my mom holding her hand. Before my mom arrived at the hospital she had been staring at the celling for the past 30 minutes, but when my mom walked in she immediately looked up at her. My mom told her it was okay and that she could go, then my grandma squeezed my moms hand and let out her last breath. I miss her every day. Ik zie u graag Méméke <3
@kit.kat.707
PSA to those struggling: listen to this playlist while taking a mental health bath. Buy yourself some bath bombs and salts, get some bubble bath mix, a good smelling body wash. It helps so much to just focus in yourself. It's ok to reflect on the past and mistakes and good/bad times but make sure to take care of yourself. You can't love others completely if you can't love yourself. ❤
@arturocruz5263
I lost her a week ago, I keep feeling that I wasn't enough, even though she swears I was, even tho she swore we would always be together, that we would always keep trying... But she felt her life was more without me holding her back, and maybe it will be, I don't blame her, I don't hate her, I'm happy for her but... Every night after that one I look at my sealing... Wondering when will my loneliness fade... When will someone love me again, am I deserving of love? Why does everyone keeps telling me how amazing and wonderful I am, but keeping distance from me... Do they just feel bad for me?...
@Lnrs2us
It sucks when your first love was toxic and destoys something young of you and your points of view, your self-esteem and trust. The good thing is that we were young and naive , arrogant, and not aware of the situations we put each other in, to be honest thats the only thing that saves me and gives me hope to repair my love and trust, realizing as a woman that I dont need a boy, I need a man, and that I need to love myself first before loving anyone else 'that i should focus on myself than on others because then it becomes bad-timing then it becomes "the one that got away." because we were young and immature. That relationship helped me grow and I couldnt be more grateful, obviously everything happens for a reason and I couldnt be more happy. I know his name, his birthday, his age, his state, and his looks but he is a memory like the ones Im barely remembering of my childhood. I hope that whoever was ever in a toxic or hopeless relationship that you can grow out of it, heal from it and be happy in the future. Remember your not alone and sometimes losing someone is not always a lost but a journey to find someone or something better in your life. Also this playlist heals my heart and it also makes me tear a little haha, take care yall.
@meryemkahraman3380
I remember the day that this video uploaded by you, it’s been 6 months, dude 😵💫
@shuuderee_shuuder9370
😊"Every beautiful smiles have hurtful truth"
@sakurablossoms6098
i hope you are happy with me as much as i am with you, in another universe
@M3ssyF1nn