Burnout or isolation… SPIN THE WHEEL!! 🤑(ib:@KhaiSaja._){#gachameme#xellarey#fyp#edit#trend#vent}

the stupid camera animation turned out to be BUUUUUUUUUUUUNS but who cares itll flop anyway





stupid rant but people have really argued if I am neurodivergent/autistic the same way ppl argue that my hair is black and not dark brown 💔 people are so dense its insane


“why didnt u contact child school service thingies” they DONT DO SHIIT

the day I forgot to come into student services with my blazer on after an anxiety attack was the day the school told my mum about it, ig they then knew why i was so paranoid to use my own scissors (she didnt overreact, she knows how to help cuz she deals with ts in therapy sessions, shes super supportive/empathetic at least). they said to take a long break off school with how unstable I was getting those past 2 weeks. she got into contact with mental health doctors to see if I needed medication because of how severe my mood swings were at the time, they denied it and said it was my adhd. we went to the psychologist and said we needed adhd prescriptions, they denied it and said i DIDNT have adhd (i do, diagnosed but it was a seperate psychologist that denied it?? Its so clear i do, adhd tends to also appear in autism since it overlaps sometime and i very much struggle with it lmfao). my mum went to the doctor to talk about if I have a disorder for eating, they denied it and said my weight was fine and i wasnt over or under (NOT how it works at all, typically the COMMON cycle of ONE is restricting urself from it, binging it from a craving and then throwing it up or feeling worse after. apparently just because i didnt throw it up meant i didnt have a disorder and the whole sob story i had with my mum fretting about me being sent to a hospital because of how faint i was getting was a lie)


went to reach out for help for my SH and close attempts, they denied it and said it wasnt serious enough to get medical help🧍NOBODY does their fucking job right, so she just had to take me home and i cut everyone from my old schools off and tried a new route. sry to the people I ghosted but I’m never contacting u again for a reas